the philosophical idea of painting …………………………………………………..

come on we live in the twenty frist century i am tired of disappiontment. i was promised to be living like the jetsons right now and all there is, is discourse. i stopped painting six months ago. not becuase i could not find anything to paint or make a new but because after the halocaust and the cold war and richter and polk nauman and my eyes looking out at the world it did not fit. i listened to some broad talk about how the world was flat she was getting her master's at this school i am currently at. give me a break i thought has she not read of escape from flat land. space is not a viod anymore in fact there is no such thing as space anymore. everything visable to the naked eye or not is accounted for. we live in a visual culture we live in simulacrum. this place echoes like gigantic octaves from the overloud of wagner. it is not a line never been a line it is the sprawling crawl of everything and nothing all at once. bi cultural multi culture eroamercan grided hybrid fractured fluxes marrying engagment and hallucinated individuality i am chase manhatten i am becuase they own me for some sixty thousand dollors what is chase manhatten the largest money net work in the world in visablely visable like digital art. the medium speaks an ideaology the projected image speaks an ideaology.we have human clones super computers crafting cell simulation to a new. it is the artists who romanticizes the painting the act of painting the idea of painting ect……… i did it and i am not going to any more. All i ever wanted was to give back the world what it has given me and i sticking to it you give me plastic sushi low interest rates main frames net works bla blah blah…… i give you my trapped modern digitized fractured heart……… where space is full of calculation and weavings. because i was poor whit trash and and post moderns is sick like my childhood i want out i want hope. i believe imperlism is the highest form of communism i like communism i am deluded so what we all are mis interpertation makes for better art and a better more interesting world. Academia is grasping for a rail to hold it's self up………….. i know i am stuck in the GLASS BEAD GAME and it lacks i lack because of it. i am tired of disappiontment ……………….

NATALIE



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