And so I return to this energy within the spine and I find it to be
absolutely pure. I find no negativity within it–I find only the purest
of essence. This is the essence through which man can free himself from
this world of dualism.

Methods of depletion of such energy (life-force) from others engaged in
by various members of these lists:

slander
attempts at dictating behavior
attempts at mis-directing energy (Mark Kolmar, Aland Sondheim)
attempts at constricting energy flow (most notably Alan Sondheim
as well as most who have complained and requested that my mere energetic
presence is 'draconian measures' Peter von Brandenburg, 'aggression' Joy
Garnett, Mark Kolmar, etc.)
attempts at creation + launching of sexually + mentally generated entities
(very notably Joseph McElroy, as well as Keffy-sweetheart)
attempts at parasitic attachment via 'all is one' 'i am you'
(very notably Joseph McElroy, Mark Kolmar)
very notable attempts at parasitism via abuse of concepts such as 'love'
'friendship' 'community' 'forgiveness' + subsequent abuse of
pseudo-religious concepts
attempts at inciting mob persecution
attempts at inducing shame, guilt, anger, fear, etc.
all of which result in recoiling and victimized state
of the targetted human if it does not defend itself
(and if it does it's guilty for doing so, the horror)
sarcasm, irony, mockery and various other attempts at debasement
(really, what do you THINK you are doing?)

Any + all of the above would simply crush an undeveloped human.
Yet all of this peddle this sort of behavior meanwhile parading
yourselves as very saintly icons.
Understand this. You're not 'damaging me.'
I have made a very conscious choice to appear as I choose_ to
in public as I am capable of re-directing + dealing with such attacks.
I am not 'nice'. I will not take the hit.
I'm sure Mr. Cloniger's heart is broken because I will not 'receive'
and because I "deflect" his energetic + emotional drivel-attacks.
Avoid attempting to scream and whine and make me out to be 'the bad guy'
because I refuse to be a martyr-victim. Because I see you, and portray you
as you are, and not as the peaches and cream innocent sweetcheeks
children you want to pass yourselves off as (or alternatively, the highly
intelligent and intellectually superior etc. bla bla).

Your murderous imbecility and insistence of such as GOOD is beyond
incongruous. It is CRIMINAL.

Any and all beings who have dared to engage in conscious activity on these
lists and speak about it have been methoically mob-hounded, persecuted
and murdered. This applies to NN, as well as for a certain list a certain
TG founder as well as others. Where this is not done outright with to the
face murderous attempts, this is done behind the back with rumor
mongering. I have personally witnessed severe_ attacks on various smaller
individuals who when found to be associated with a larger but inaccessible
target have been also mentally attacked + murdered on account of that.
Additionally, the murders of those have been presented as the intended
'target's' fault + used as scarecrows to warn others. And I am directly
depicting situations not only in politics, and business,and the military.
I speak of galleries, art worlds, and music labels. And mailing lists.

All the while the perpetrators justify themselves in the highest goodness
of their choice, most of all peddling this quite literal SHIT as
intelligence, love, and wisdom. And that applies to you Keefy as well.

Additionally one may wish to note that current modes of persecution
vs 'groups' of others and all of the labels have been slotted with
including but not limited to:

various music subcultures
various artisric subcultures
various religions
east versus west
male versus female

etc. are simply 'justified' energetic persecutions which prevent
ohers from development

there is no grand conspiracy of politicians, fascists, evil capitalists,
religions, evil powerful males, occident, music industries, art worlds,
corporations, which are 'oppressing' anyone

It is you who are doing it to each other. Cultivating and acting
out on hatred, persecution, jealousy, slander, condescension, pity,
etc. 'poisons' energetically not only yourselves, but those who are
defenseless, as well as the whole 'energy network' within which you exist,
and whom many prior humans have worked in order to provide it as grounds
for development of those after them.

Y_O_U are pissing it away.

And you are nothing like all those 'famous' artists on whose corpses
you attempt to feed (TG, Beuys, lists of musicians). You are not equal to
them and your destructive pissing is not 'revolutionary' nor of any value.
At all and whatsoever.